Please , you . Can you PLEASE READ THIS. thanks

I talked to anis yazmin on the phone! Finally . i miss her voice , and her . Planning to see her soon :)

and i talked to her about EVERYTHING about what's happened all year .
And she gave me advices , well she always does. :)

and i am :

GOING .
TO .
START.
DOING WHAT SHE .
SAYS .
RIGHT NOW .
RIGHT HERE.

and trust me , i dont care what YOU PEOPLE are trying to say about me behind my back . cause i know its my fault . and i freaking APOLOGIZED but you wont forgive me . SO WHAT THE FUCK . im trying to take action now . Cause , i feel SO BAD until i cried , and i know YOU LOVE seeing me cry . trust me , i tengah sabar ni . and I KNOW ITS MY FAULT . AND I SCREW EVERYTHING UP. everyone blames me .

Look . here's the thing (This is to you know who you are) :

1.I AM SO SORRY I TOLD HIM .
2. I KNOW YOUR FREAKING MAD AT ME .
3. you dont have to ruin my life slowly .

I know you .

PLEASE LA . IM SICK AND TIRED OF THIS .
REALLY AM. AND I KNOW ,
I DONT BLAME YOU FOR BEING MAD AT ME .
CAUSE IT IS MY FAULT . AND IM SO SO SO SORRY !
AND PLEASE. I DO WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU BACK .
I DO MISS THE OLD US .
I REAAAAAAAAAAAAAALY DO .
BUT I DONT KNOW IF YOU DO .
AND I TOLD YOU LIKE A LOT OF TIMES , I MISS YOU ! IMISSSSSSSSSS YOU !
dont you know that? !
the old you .

im sorry okay ? Its up to you . You nak layan i ke tak . its your problem .
i just wanna go to school . and be happy .
please.
THANKS.



and to my open relationship boyfriend ; wafi .


i miss you babyyy . REPLYME.

thanks .


xx

SO I HOPE YOU CAN FORGIVE ME .

THINK ABOUT IT PLEASE.

AND I KNOW . DONT THINK IM TOO SCARED TO FACE YOU.

:)